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alone

masterslife — Thu, 12 Jan 2012 17:00:40 +0000

sorry for this life

You asked me why?

masterslife — Fri, 04 Mar 2011 18:37:24 +0000

It’s a complex simple answer! I’ve never wanted anything from you except the real you not made up, not what i want to hear just the real raw you. It’s never mattered to me what you’ve said or done as long as it was from you. Even in bad times that never changed. I would and have done anything for you… The simple is –> with all of my soul and every fiber in my body I LOVE YOU and always will….

Patience….

masterslife — Thu, 03 Mar 2011 15:56:33 +0000

Shed a tear ’cause I’m missin’ you
I’m still alright to smile
Girl, I think about you every day now
Was a time when I wasn’t sure
But you set my mind at ease
There is no doubt
You’re in my heart now

Said, woman, take it slow
It’ll work itself out fine
All we need is just a little patience
Said, sugar, make it slow
And we come together fine
All we need is just a little patience
Mm, yeah

I sit here on the stairs
‘Cause I’d rather be alone
If I can’t have you right now
I’ll wait, dear
Sometimes I get so tense
But I can’t speed up the time
But you know, love
There’s one more thing to consider

Said, woman, take it slow
And things will be just fine
You and I’ll just use a little patience
Said, sugar, take the time
‘Cause the lights are shining bright
You and I’ve got what it takes
To make it, We won’t fake it,
I’ll never break it
’cause I can’t take it

…little patience, mm yeah, mm yeah
need a little patience, yeah
just a little patience, yeah
some more patience, yeah
need some patience, yeah
could use some patience, yeah
gotta have some patience, yeah
all it takes is patience,
just a little patience
is all you need *

I BEEN WALKIN’ THE STREETS AT NIGHT
JUST TRYIN’ TO GET IT RIGHT
HARD TO SEE WITH SO MANY AROUND
YOU KNOW I DON’T LIKE
BEING STUCK IN THE CROWD
AND THE STREETS DON’T CHANGE
BUT BABY THE NAME
I AIN’T GOT TIME FOR THE GAME
‘CAUSE I NEED YOU
YEAH, YEAH, BUT I NEED YOU
OO, I NEED YOU
WHOA, I NEED YOU
OO, ALL THIS TIME

easy button…

masterslife — Wed, 23 Feb 2011 02:08:52 +0000

This day has been a day from hell. I knew it was going to be a rough one but didn’t expect it to be this bad! A month ago the Sheriff asked me to handle a problem and I did. Then calls me back in two days later and asks for me to back off. Fast forward to Friday the person who asked the sheriff to look in to this problem shows up and complains to the county and to the sheriff. So the county calls me in and jacks my ass, after an hour of explaining they see what I’m saying and say well we need to have a meeting with the sheriff and tells me they will be in on Tuesday for the meeting! Now for today the sheriff gets in and you guessed it! The sheriff calls me in and he tries to jack my ass and did the county show? fuck no!!! Now they want me to go and be the Pit bull again and I’m to trust that they will have my back? I get back to the shelter and the staff is at each other! I’m so done with their drama… life is too short for this shit… where is that easy button?

Mine….

masterslife — Tue, 22 Feb 2011 03:52:50 +0000

It is not your epic fail its mine! I haven’t taken responsibility for my obligations to you. My lack of communication and guidance has left you in this state. Leaving you lost, confused and angry. This is my fault not yours! For this I am sorry. Its not an easy fix. Trust issues and history will always be here now. I know you’ve said love has gotten in the way but I don’t believe that I think its saved US more then once! I do have your best interest in my heart & just have failed mine and that’s you! Love you little girl!!!

Lost

masterslife — Wed, 09 Feb 2011 23:32:55 +0000

Someday’s are harder than others..

I love my little one very much. Yes a Master loves a submissive.

Things have been off, I feel it! Stress and life mostly, I want what once was.

The laugh, the smile, the look, the talking and the passion…

I miss you baby…..

The beast

masterslife — Wed, 19 Jan 2011 15:02:04 +0000

Another night taming the beast I lost this battle and laid in silence running the night thru my head trying to see where I went wrong. It’s not the first time I’ve lost a battle but ones like these hurt more than others lost opportunity, wasted time it’s called a lot of things. I’m not as attentive as I once was and with daily stress of life weighing heavy I’m losing energy and the beast grows stronger and harder to get past its defenses. Tonight as I lay alone thinking of you my heart belongs to you…

Final out loud thoughts.

masterslife — Thu, 15 Jan 2009 15:01:30 +0000

As she curls up to my chest after a long day of punishment and emotional release, my little on kisses on my neck softly. She whispers softly thank you Sir I needed the release by your hand. She shortly falls fast asleep peaceful and the inner turmoil quiet…

More out loud thoughts!!!

masterslife — Thu, 15 Jan 2009 14:53:38 +0000

Throughout, her whipping she whines like a brat, curses and flagrantly disrespects me, makes off handed threats about some retaliation when she gets free, then denies ever saying any of it. All the while she smugly stands on the merits of some ‘training’ she read acting like I actually care about here. The only thing just barely keeping her from beaten to a bloody pulp is my love for her. But, I stick it out and continue to dig into my little ones perceptions of submission. Finally I get tired of her bullshit and fuck her silly, leaving her filthy, cum faced and naked, locked in a closet till she promises to not be an insolent little cunt any longer. We shall see.

Out loud thoughts

masterslife — Thu, 15 Jan 2009 14:40:17 +0000

Little one is begging for a punishment. She has fucked up again, this time by misplacing her collar. Her pathetic pleas are met with kind re-assurance. We have the collar, all is well. Now assume the position and accept a ruthless thrashing as I beat your ass with the very piece of leather that you seek. After pressing her to near failure, she is pulled up and the leather is wrapped around her neck. Now slut, have we learned something….Use this time to reconsider your responsibilities.